To Go With The Flow

I have four days until I am officially unemployed and in some ways I find myself feeling a little panicky. I decided last year that I was not happy with my current position as a resource teacher and that I was going to go back to my roots in teaching children with severe and profound disabilities. I then decided that I was not completely happy being in the classroom and thought maybe I wanted to work primarily with families and children in a more holistic way. I have not completely meshed out how I am going to go with that. I was thinking about a respite care program that incorporated a center based and home based program. I want to serve children in the preschool setting as well as offer after school sessions that provide homework, reading and computer sessions. The computer sessions would provide lessons with math and reading comprehension and fluency. I also want to provide a  home based respite care program for families and care providers of children with disabilities and serious illness. Now that I am also working through other dreams I am trying to tie into my ideal job such as sharing how to live life to the fullest and healing fully from addiction, I guess I am hoping this diary will help me to work out my jumbled up life and feelings. If anyone out there has any wonderful ideas out there please feel free to share with me. I am very hopeful, but very confused.